It is difficult to see what's beyond the Circle that encloses our visions. I have finally come to accept that I am not free of an ego yet. The road is long, unexpected and filled with demons and monsters. To get rid of an ego is fearful because it is diffcult to know and witness what's there when the ego is gone.
The comfort zone I am in; sometimes it is difficult to let go. The past is forever haunting. It is easy to slip into the wonders and disappointments of what happened before. At least I am certain but with the future it is always a blur hope.
However if I don't move on and change, I will rot in the claws of yesterday. Everything is moving. Time, the world, the sun, the moon, the stars, the galaxy and the universe. The centre is everywhere and I am the centre when things are on a constant shift. When I hold my centre or when I finally find it after death and rebirth, meeting and conquering the Devil, passing through the phase of darkness where light is born; I am there.
Until then I am still running around in Circles.
Ciao!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
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