Thursday, December 01, 2005

in the memory of ,,,

Parting from you is a short time, the pain lasts for eternity.

Rest in peace.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

m1 m2

This is a joke. It can't be happening. Perhaps I should look at it seriously. When m1 faded, m2 came into the picture. The haunting claws and demands of m1 have diminished. m1's time is over.

The power of m2 is taking hold of me.

I need it to give me a sense of security, identity and activity.

I don't quite know how to explain what I should do.

There is nothing I must do.

Just watch...

it is all there

One cannot presuppose the beginning of time or the universe because it is self-contradictory. When one says that the universe begins it implies that time already existed prior to the beginning of time. The whole operation of the universe amazes mankind. When one stares into the sky, witnesses the waxing and waning of the moon that calls the rising and falling of the tide, what is the force behind such a phenomenon – one asks. I am not sure if animals and inanimate objects feel the same. I guess maybe not because they don’t fall out of the natural flow of universal laws.

The faculty of mind which hosts the power of reasoning and imagination sets us apart from animals and plants. The irony is that the ability to reason and think pushes mankind away from the centre of the universe when animals and plants remain loyal and intact.

Since primordial times, man created stories and rituals to explain its relationship to the enigmatic universe. Man wondered why does the sun rise in the east and set in the west. How can trees that are immobile be self-sufficient while man who is free to roam has to struggle much more? A plant automatically faces the sun to absorb heat as if there is an unspoken law and hidden hand that pulls it towards that direction. You don’t see a plant turning away from the sun, from its source of nourishment. However, we see a man doing that. We see a man denying the very essence of life. We observe man going against and not endorsing life. Then everything becomes difficult. It is not just mere acceptance. It is not about saying, “I know I am like this and that.” It is seeing that the person who says “I know” and the doer is the one and same individual.

Life lives on life. This is a fact and it is something that we all have to accept. Vegetarians or not, we kill to survive.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

darling...


Husband & Wife ... the difference

She is my idol.
I am her fan.

In the end, love is nothing.

He is a singer.
He is her man.

In the end, love is something.

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Monday, November 28, 2005

solitude

a fluffy toy-bear - sometimes i see you as one. someone i'd love to cuddle and protect. but the truth is you are a ferocious tiger, a strong bull and a witty mouse. you don't need me. i am only a meek lamb who fakes the tenacity of a lion, although nothing will ever stop me.

my fluffy bear, i am glad you are fine. i know you are not alone even if it seems that you are. the whole team is constantly behind you. i am far down the line. i should know where i stand. my archetypes are the fool and the hermit but passionate love won't grant me such allowance.

madness is keeping me sane.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

insanity

there is no limit but only madness. and only with a dash of madness can one face changes without flinching. seriously speaking, if i am not mad no one else would do the work i do now.

cheers!