headache

i wonder when will the giddiness disappear. maybe i shouldn't try to look for panacea. maybe i should let the thought be full and steady; disturbance adds, denial represses and activity enhances.

be present. be here and now.

platitude

Can the mind stop talking? Awareness / mindfulness / insight is the third best I want when we meet.

you're beautiful

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

(by the talented james blunt)

super

A series of blunders in the past 3 days put me through many unforgettable tests. Technical errors or not, I am not sure how facts can be stranger than fiction; in this case they are ingratiatingly painful. The mistakes were caused by human negligence and the lack of experience of working under pressure. If I were to expose the reason of the failure, I don't want to do it out of pleasure. I don't see a valid reason as to why I should inform the clients that, unless it is to prove that I single handedly completed the project in 2003 without qualms. Since I was not there to fully run the show this time, unimaginable errors arose. But worry not; I am here to save the day.

There is no such thing as a complete mistake whereby it will falsify and ruin one's entire life. Nothing is absolute, even wrongs.