This is my first post for year 2005. I procrastinated because I have too many things to write. I was not sure as to how I should write and if it would be misunderstood.
I am in a very confused state now. So much has happened lately that I fear my limited experience can't handle. Perhaps I won't be able to grow with the events that affect me directly.
For once I feel I have liberated myself from my obsession but I hope I won't transfer it to a new attraction. Once bitten twice shy. I should learn from the past. If I learn to shut up I think I will be able to balance out the situation. Be less suspicious and keep an astute mind. I don't owe anyone an explanation.
In the homefront, things are messy. I don't want to elaborate on it because I seriously do not know where to start. Suffice to say I am disappointed and hurt. But with time I will be able to battle out a fair judgement mentally; because I always like to make peace.
My career path is on a hault. I am making drastic changes.
Happy New Year! I wish you all a meaninful and healthy 2005. May all your dreams come true.
Sincerely,
肥妹仔 Wendy
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