Monday, May 09, 2005

Unwritable

Many people asked me how was the stage play.

I don't know what to reply.

I wish I could re-act the whole thing so that they experience what I did.

It is so hard to pour out unwritable feelings. In fact I do not know where to begin. Again and again I am lost for words. Again and again my feelings swirl like dew drops in the desert. How could I put into prose and alphabets something so beautiful? No, it was not beautiful; it was just...

Pardon my leck of originality and allow me to borrow from a broadway musical, "Song and Dance" by Andrew Llyod Webber. Give me space to steal from others their abilities to express what is truly felt for I am unable to portray and begin to describe the depth of emotions compounding me.

I have never felt like this
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me
This is not like me at all
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love you've shown me

Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only I am hearing

Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only I am hearing

...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Yes it's truly hard to reiterate something so great. Just watched a great movie titled "Crash" parts leave you anxious, sad, and what not. It's about racism, and it depicts L.A. life, but overall there's a sense of justification so it doesn't have people leaving the theater disliking one another.

Anyhow I can relate to what you said in your previous entries. Things don't last forever, but memories will always remaain.

I miss your laugh and your little teases the last time we talked on the phone. I love you jie!