release

I must be aware that whatever is done, written and said in confusion and uncertainty will always not bring about positive results. Not that I am result-oriented, but the effect of my doings whether in words or actions leaves a deep impression in the universe and on the person directly involved. It is most obvious that it brands a mark in my heart and soul.

Confusion and uncertainty also connote that one is angry and ignorant of one's true feelings and intentions. An angry man normally brings about uncalled for violence and with such trait there can be no sincerity and love.

I am inclined to think that it is no one's fault but mine that things turn out the way they do. It is no time to lay blame on oneself but to actually look and see where the root of problem is. I release myself from all guilt, shame and anger. It is pointless to hate and to keep seeking for perfect solutions for there are none. If I say that I am incapable of compassion then I have killed all potential and possibilities to be so. I cannot control what others think and do but I can control what I think and do and I am compassion.

It does not matter what I write but what matters is my true intention. Am I speaking from the Holy Spirit or from the Ego? Have I just silenced the living Buddha andthe living Christ in me? Chances are I was caught in semantics; giving credence to words without actually practising and meaning what I said. Under such circumstances even the most beautifully crafted poetry cannot hide the malignancy. No Shakespeare can write with a defiled mind; the writings are poison.

Be true and then writing becomes a creation and not an immitation. When creating, something takes over - the universe steps in to espouse the words to life.

Be gentle to yourself and to others.